Monkeybliss

Never before have I been as grateful for the opportunity to learn as now, when the sea has opened up before me & I do indeed know how to swim! A collection of some of the bits of Chinese medicine, philosophy and biomedicine that I am immersed within. This is meant to be an easy way to share without being intrusive. Please be gentle, as it is in my spirit to share the joy & healing found in this medicine & study.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Toxic Exposure, Detoxification & Parkinson's Disease

I was just reviewing some notes and came across some worthy information about toxic loads and Parkinson's disease. This information is derived from lectures with Dr. Satya Ambrose, ND LAc. She recommended "The Better Brain Book" by Dr David Pearlmutter. He has a web site too: www.brainrecovery.com

His work deals with detoxing before sickness occurs, but after exposure to toxins. There is evidence that 25% of individuals exposed to Agent Orange (how much exposure is unclear, this is not meant to be alarmist) develop symptoms of Parkinson's, receiving a symptomatic diagnosis. He also talks about other toxic exposures that have the same effect, like to pesitcides, MTP3, MDMA - these toxins must be broken down in the Liver by the enzyme cytochrome P4502D6.

Some people do not have the enzyme cytochrome P4502D6 to break down these toxins. If they do not have it, then they build up in the system. In greater exposures, even if they do have the enzyme, the toxic load can be over the Liver capacity and build up. You can test for this Liver enzyme, and if these are concerns for you, it may be worth checking out.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Monkeybliss: Tonglin - Breathing Meditation from the Tibetan Buddhist Tradition

Monkeybliss: Tonglin - Breathing Meditation from the Tibetan Buddhist Tradition

Tonglin - Breathing Meditation from the Tibetan Buddhist Tradition

Tonglin is a very simple practice of breathing in blackness and breathing out pure white light – at least this was my first impression of it as gathered from The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. Many folks are initially put off by the idea of breathing in blackness, and stop their process with it there. This is a loss, for it is the basic power of transformation that is accessible by each individual that creates everything in our world. Why should we not enable transformation intentionally in this way? There is no reason.

It is important to recognize that we are not amazing healers because we can do this; we are simply acknowledging our position in the universe, welcoming the connection to every other part. We swim within the same soup that was touched by Buddha, Christ and other compassionate beings that are able to transform and heal. It is love that allows us access to each other, and it is through our intention and breath that we have access to something greater than ourselves; something that may have such a powerful impact as the transformation we seek.

Since that first introduction, I have learned that there are many variations on this meditation – breathing in what is suffering and breathing out what is healing. The reciprocal relationship between these two phenomena – dark and light, suffering and healing – means that the precise nature of one is directly variable in relationship to the other. Every suffering can be met with healing, every dark obliterated with lightness, and vice versa.

The way I have practiced Tonglin, is just as simple as I stated previously. On the Inbreath I take in all of the blackness, and on the Outbreath I breathe out pure white light. This may be hard to imagine, our minds may get the best of us and try to hold in some bits of what is dark, not breathing out a purity but a mixed blend. Practice guides us to consistency and within a few breaths you will see that it comes more easily. This can be done for a few breaths at a time, when waking, waiting, or working. Or it can be a dedicated practice for 20 minutes at a time, or more.

When learning, give yourself a chance to fully experience this practice. Take a comfortable seat in a quiet space, alone or with a group, near a person/situation you want to help if applicable or at a distance if necessary – either way works. Close your eyes and begin to breathe from your belly, allowing your navel to move out and away from your spine on the Inbreath and to fall back in towards your spine on the Outbreath. We call this baby belly breathing, as it is the way we breathe when we are born, and before we move all up into our heads and chests.

I feel the need to bring up Love once more. When embraced fully, this is one of the most powerful forces we have. It is ultimately expansive. Focus on that if you find trouble with the imagery of pure white light.

Tonglin can be more directed or more basic, the target can be very specific or very general. For example, the blackness can be drawn from an illness, a hurt feeling, a fearful thought – all either within a friend or yourself, from the suffering of the world or as a means of transforming the energy in a space. On the out breath, again, just breathe out pure white light (or Love), which is directed at any of what was mentioned before.

In case my words are not as clear as I had hoped, here is another way of stating a description. In The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, Soygal Rinpoche, writes that Tonglin is breathing in what is to be healed or transformed through your heart and beyond it to the heart of the Buddha. On the exhale, you breathe the healing or transformation from that heart beyond yourself through your own heart to the heart of others.

Importantly, Soygal says that if you think you are doing the "work" (the healing, the transformation, etc.), you will get sick. If the inhale stops with you, the toxicity will stop with you. He says the practice should constantly remind us that our intention and breath are just a vehicle to connect us to something beyond.


· ** The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying was written by Soygal Rinpoche and was first published in the U.S, in 1992. Additionally, Chapter Five of The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, which gives a detailed presentation of meditation, was published separately by Harper Collins under the title Meditation, ISBN 0-06-251114-9
· ** For another quick link to learn more about Tonglin - http://www.innerself.com/Meditation/weiss_andrew_60604.htm
· ** For more information on Basic principles of mutual interdependence in YIN-YANG theory, try http://www.tcmbasics.com/basics_yinyang_theory.htm

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

mission statement

the road is long
have good companions
first among them
is yourself.
the heart is strong
and can hold many things
fill it with light
and be free.
breath is an exchange
what otherwise may remain outside
will enter
what may lie and fester within
can be released
engage it with consciousness.
the eyes are keen
let them also be soft
and judgment will fade.
the ears are open
so the sacred can be heard
within every moment.
touch can be many things
most of all
let it be loving.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Homemade Snack Bars

Click on the headline to find out about an easy recipe for your own Lara Bar-type snack bars!

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Sea Jade Harvest


These are just a few notes from a trip to Cannon Beach on Sunday, to harvest seaweed and learn what it is about. OCOMers and friends.

What an amazing day. Departure 4:30 am. Aisha’s beautiful red room. Sleepy faces, smiles, hats, vest, asparagus. Other things for each. La Negrita (?) departs. Sunshine coming. Hills, farms. Hills, trees & winding fern gully. Great guides of wood and leaf, soon peaked from under by the sea. Sunshine purrs through. Forshadowing its presence, which we discover reflected in the mono cellular depth of the jade we will seek. The air and water hold it well without grasping a thing, the jade and we take what we can.

The ocean presents herself in light. A guide, too. Day Begins.

Harvest
Sustainability. Pollution limits consumption today; ie. dont harvest in FL.
Clip all leaving an inch or so to grow back. If pull off, shells/coral come too, not sustained. Wash all in salt water except Nori which can be washed in fresh also. Otherwise the cell membranes break down /degrade the plant...?

Bladderwrack
Topical use, bladders filled with muscilagenous substance that will clog your drain if you wash it down, so send it to compost. Can put in blender, make a shake, use as beauty treatment, or cook it to eat. Although Quinn says not as tasty. Grow back very quickly.

Nori
Lovely. Yummy. One cell thick.

KunBu
Survivors of A-Bomb Hiroshima who ate lots of it – poor man food – fared better. Protective
Soup Stock but better to be eaten for full value
Make beans less gassy.
Contain Manitol, sugar that comes out as white powder when dry.

General
5-15g seaweed dry 3x/wk ® ~ kids 1 lb/yr.
Ryan Drum website all about seajade -
http://www.ryandrum.com/
Mendacino Sea Vegetable Co., check online -
http://www.seaweed.net/
“… Complete Book of Minerals” by paul berger…(sp).

Yang of sunshine meets Yin of ocean, resulting in this weed. Swim.



Meridian Pulse Dx* So much info

Mother / son.
Xu Pulse, 2 of 6.
What is relationship? Generation cylce.
T mother - horary.
T
son - mother.

Unilateral superficial penetration w/ stimulation, key.
Short duraration very. Root Tx.

*for now. Quality of pulse later. Feeling all 6 pulses at once is most accurate. Note level of pressure bilaterally, balance fx. Penetrate to occlude, lift and check rate of return, strength. 1st back strongest, 2nd weakest. Which is which: mother/son. Root Tx. Use pts accordingly w/ generation cycle.

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A bird with two larynxes can sing two songs at once. Self harmonization. A concious being can step outside (of themselves) to consider two things at one time from different perspectives. There are many concious beings. It is to the level of which seperation from self is possible in any consideration that the struggle is seen. Struggle of man has been fairly consistent. We may beleive critical mass is near. The end is nigh upon us, but it has been thought always. From the first moment the end came and we suffered loss via attachment. Attachment after our inertia lost, we settle in. the yang becomes the yin, energy to form.
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Sun dried humans. Deaprture. Thanks to Quinn. Additionally came, gratitude defined, of our Mother, in a systematized fashion humans like.

For more on sea jade:
http://www.ryandrum.com/
http://www.seaweed.net/ (the Mend
acino Sea Vegetable Co.). http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/dixlei/album?.dir=/9e0c&.src=ph (for more pics)


Monday, February 06, 2006

Kudzu, an Ancient Chinese Herb & other herbal issues

So, Mom and Dad, you may be interested to know that the ever-troublesome kudzu vine, that has been one of the more destructive invasive plant species in Florida and the southeast, is also an herb in the Chinese Materia Medica. Kudzu is commonly used throughout China (and here now too) to releive stiff neck and back muscles, alleviate some types of diarrhea, and as a preventative hangover remedy! In China business dealings often require nights of heavy drinking to seal the deal and professionals who know will chew on this before heading out for the evening, or (if they forget) while recovering the next day.

Its' Chinese pinyin name is GeGen and botanical name is peuraria. This herb is sweet and acrid and helps to relax the body muscles and open up pores to allow toxins out. The recommended dosage is 10-20 grams, and it can be chewed piece by piece or boiled lightly as a tea. While I don't think you'll be running out to your local Chinese pharmacy to pick up a bagful, or wildly hacking away for the plentiful fruits that grow on this vine, it may be some relief to know that this plant has at least useful qualities. The fruit can also be used to make jam, though I do not know how the medicinal properties are affected in the process.

What many people do not realize is that herbs have strong actions and need to match up with each individual's constitution to be beneficial to health. While one herb may help your neighbor feel vibrant and regular, it may cause you to feel sluggish or have serious digestive difficulties. Kudzu is a mild herb, but not all herbs are as forgiving. While pharmaceutical companies like to isolate each individual "active ingredient”, then synthesize and patent it for mega-profits, the Chinese herbal practitioner considers the subtle way in which the human body responds to flavors and properties of each herb that include more than one molecular compound.

Usually a practitioner will create a formula containing 4-7 herbs in prescribed dosages. The formula is constructed to balance specific properties of each herb so that it is the perfect compliment to the individual’s constitution and current situation or symptoms. This is the “differentiation of syndromes” approach in traditional Chinese medicine that tailors treatment to both the syndrome that and the individual who is being treated. This is very different than the “one size fits all” approach born from pharmaceutical prescriptions.

Not to be too down on pharmies, we are very lucky to beneift from the life saving and life improving drugs available so easily to those of us in the right areas of the world. However, due to lack of understanding about their use in traditional formulas and/or corporate greed, even trained professionals are having a hard time getting access to some herbs that have been used for centuries to treat those who are ailing. Like MaHuang, which contains ephedra. Ephedra was isolated and used for weight loss in doses higher then ever prescribed traditionally, which resulted in serious health issues for enough people that the FDA now regularly confiscates shipments at ports of entry. Now, an irreplacable herb in the chinese pharmacy (never before used to stimulate metabolism in this way) is in danger of being completely restricted.

So, yeah, Kudzu. Neat huh?

Monday, January 23, 2006

Fats/Oils, Not Our Enemy!

Co-author of "Healing With Whole Foods" Steven Prichert says that the #1 thing to improve health through diet is to improve the quality of your fats. There are a lot of opinions on what percentage of caloric intake should come from fats ranging from 20%- to 60%2. He recommends unfiltered oils like Extra Virgin Unrefined, Unfiltered Olive oil as a good way to start. Unfiltered oils can be hard to find even in Portland, a health food store is likely the only outlet. The difference is that instead of stomping on and processing the heck out of the little olive or seed that the oil is coming from, you just get the best part. If unfiltered isn't an option it is still possible for most of us to find a quality unrefined virgin oil.

The more natural and fresh your oils are the better, ie. less processing. Oils start to decay pretty quickly and rancid oil is actually carcinogenic. So go for the opaque bottles, which let in less light; store oils in the fridge (away from light and air); purchase smaller bottles that can be used in a few months, and keep them away from heat and light until ready to use. The oil congeals and can be hard to get out of the bottles when cold, so using a smaller bottle that is kept in the cupboard or even a container from which you can scoop out the oil (normally liquid when at room temperature) is a practical idea, the latter probably being the best option.

An EFA (essential fatty acid) supplement, if you do not eat fish 2-3 times a week, is also a good idea, but be sure it's a sustainable source. Check http://eartheasy.com/eat_sustainable_seafoods.htm for a list of sustainable fishes. When it comes to eating large fish, fish who eat other fish, or bottom feeders, we have to be careful of mercury content. Mercury builds up in the system once ingested in fish and humans, it bioaccumulates, so fish eating other fish who also have mercury in their system will have higher levels, which can be passed on to you. Sardines are a good and convenient option, but care must be taken to chose the few brands that have environmentally sound fishing practices.

Then, cut the game of margarine and other "lower fat" oil substitutes that may contain trans-fats or partially-hydrogenated oils -instead use natural sources like real butter, coconut or olive oil. The trans-fat issue is a big one. These fats have been created through a process of hydrogenation to be solid at room temperature (margarine, Crisco) and store longer without becoming rancid, like. They are carcinogenic (cancer causing agents) and are toxic to our systems, being linked to neurological and cardiovascular disease (CVA) and cancers.

When cooking with your oils, watch the recommended maximum temperatures for each specific oil. Flax oil for instance, turns rancid at a very low temperature and is normally not recommended for cooking, (great option for salads!). Whereas grapeseed oil can usually go up to about 300 degrees. Olive oil is safer up to 425 or so, but this information should be on the bottle.

Now for Omega 3 to Omega 6 ratios... let's not get too caught up in this, it's simpler than it seems! We want more O3's in the ratio, like 1 Omega6 to greater than 2 Omega3's (1:2), but the EFA supplements will usually have it right3. Both the omega-6 and omega-3 fatty acids are essential polyunsaturated fats that are necessary to healthy life yet must be obtained from diet. However, if we have too many O6's we can increase inflammation in our bodies, leading to all kinds of trouble. Omega-3s have anti-inflammatory benefits & help prevent heart disease, omega-6s lower blood cholesterol and support the skin.

Other good dietary sources can be found in Andy Bernhardt's book "Healing with Whole Foods" which is full of healthy foods, recipes, food combining and all sorts of stuff. A good source for healthy eating with a low sugar, anti-yeast diet is the Body Ecology Diet book by Donna Gates6. The South Beach Diet, despite the catchy name is actually a Daoist diet, emphasizing foods with a low glycemic index.
Bottom Line: Fats are not our enemy! Sugar is the new devil, get with the program! ;)

Here's to loving ourselves as best we can.

Links and resources:
1. Dr. Paul Pitchford, author of Healing With Whole Foods - Used as a reference by students of acupuncture, this is a comprehensive guide to the theory of Chinese medicine and a primer on nutrition, along with an inspiring cookbook of nutrient-packed recipes.
2. The National Research Council (NRC) recommends a diet consisting of 30% fats. The Zone diet recommends 20%; Dr. Bernstein, author of The Diabetes Solution says 60%.
3. Nordic Naturals makes a good EFA supplement: Pro EFA Omega 3 Fish Oil with Borage Oil.
4. Andy Bernhardt's website is http://wholefoodshealth.com/main.html

14 Superfoods

14 Superfoods
These foods have been said to be so much more packed with good stuff that we human's of vast resource should try to eat them everyday or as much as possible, even over all other foods! The kings of their peers, the top 14 are: pumpkin, walnuts, oranges, salmon (pacific or alaskan), turkey breast, spinach, yogurt, soy, oats, tea, blueberries, tomatoes, beans, broccoli. The book "Superfoods Rx" lists the 'sidekicks' to each if you need a bit more variety, mostly it's just helpful info to enrich your diet. www.superfoodsrx.com

Smoking & Antioxidants

Anyone frequently around cigarettes or other carcinogens (grills, fires, industry, smog etc.) could benefit from supplementing their diet with lots of antioxidants (like Vitamin C). These can help disable or take those carcinogenic agents (free-radicals) out of the body along with them as they pass through. Some of my professors go so far as to say that smokers should take a high dose of Vitamin C every day as a preventative measure, because their body's need all the help they can get in dealing with those free-radicals, nasty things.
Other antioxidants are found in tea, wine, and many vegetables, fruits and vitamins. Your best bet is to eat a diet with lots of fruits, veggies, and whole grains. Specifically sweet potatoes, carrots, spinach, cantaloupe & mangoes are good sources of antioxidants. While fresh food gives you vibrant qi as well as more intact vitamins and minerals, supplementation can help. Most vitamin supplements are safe but fat soluable vitamins like A and E can be over dosed on resulting in excesses being stored in the liver and fatty tissues, which can be toxic.
Still, drinking wine with your cigar may not quite be what the doctor ordered, so to speak. The jury is still out on exactly how helpful antioxidants can be as preventative medicine. There is great information on this at: http://www.goaskalice.columbia.edu/0830.html As always, NOT exposing a delicate inner tissue to such harmful elements is the most loving option, but if unable, supplement at least! So, here's to loving ourselves as best we can.
If you are one of those with some harmful habits and find yourself ready to take steps to become healthier, acupuncture can be an amazing support. Simple protocols using needles only on the ears have been used for years to aid in detoxification and addiction for thousands of people. Treatments can vary in price but can be found for $10 - $20 per session. For more information send an email today - teamworksllc@gmail.com

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Night Blooming Cirus


This is one of the lovliest flowers, caught blooming in the middle of night, the deepest Yin time, soaking it all in. My mother used to have us all trudge out in pj's to look at it... I think she transplanted it form her childhood home at the lake... and now it climbs at least 65 feet up a sweetgum tree in our backyard in Brooksville, FL. She said it had dozens of blossoms last time...
night blooming cirus

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Tibetan Perspective: Transition of the 5 Elements in Human Experience

If there ever was an exhaustive topic it is within the form of Tibetan Buddhism. I am in no way deluded into thinking that I can offer a complete understanding of the way the elements are inextricably related in the practices and philosophies of Tibetan culture, which include Bon Shamanism, Buddhism, Tantra and Dzogchen. Discussing these require innumerable disclaimers, partly due to the differences in cultures and the lack of terms within our language to fully conceive these topics.

Such as that the term Shamanism is a misnomer placed on the Bon tradition that is neither accurately descriptive nor embraced.1 Or that the term ‘energy’ here refers to subtle and gross variations of Earth, Air, Fire, Water and Space.2 The balance of these five in their finest forms of light make up the soul, or La. Their capacities on earth are experienced as groundednesss, comfort, inspiration, flexibility, and accommodation respectively. The urge to echo words of my own culture is behind every attempt to explain theirs, to feed connections within this shared canvas of interpreting the Tao.

In Tibetan Buddhism lies the never-ending process of engaging life in a way that truly prepares one to move on from it. Upon leaving the individual bodies we occupy and returning to the elements, our relationship with those elements is the basis of everything 3. Ashes to ashes. This is, strikingly, no different than our condition while we exist in this bodily form, however hidden that truth may be in the moments of our lives. Seen in this way, every experience is ultimately of the five elements in their infinite differentiations.

Inside is another process of embracing change. Peaceful contemplation of death is meant to bring an awareness of renunciation or ‘ng`e jung’ ~ actually emerging from habitual patterns prepared to release them, “as easily freeing yourself as drawing a hair from butter” 4. Life is seen as a dance of birth and death, a dance of change. The crashing of waves, breeze through air, heart beating all are impermanent, all small deaths. These changes are our living link with death, death’s pulse helping us to let go.

By believing the illusion of permanence, there is no openness to learning from change. Left grasping, afraid of letting go, the tragedy of the impossible struggle to hold on unfolds bringing the very pain that is sought to be avoided. In this dynamic, attachment can be mistaken for love, love spoiled by attachment. Yet, loss brings closer the truth of impermanence. When change is accepted, the release does not leave emptiness but births freedom, composure, and compassion.

“He who binds himself to joy, does the winged life destroy,

He who kisses the Joy as it flies, lives in eternity’s sunrise” - William Blake 5

Buddha compared the universe to a blanket of infinitely faceted jewels, each jewel reflecting itself in every other jewel and therefore one with every other jewel. 6 The absolute impermanence of all things mandates their complete interdependence. Quantum particles display this interdependence.

The absence of independent existence is the same as what we call emptiness; I do not fully understand this concept, but am trying. Waves are not separate, all related. Trees are also rain, wind, soil, season, moonlight, starlight and sunlight. The connected nature of the universe holds a message of hope, and responsibility.

The Nature of Mind

The mind is the universal basis of experience consisting of sem, the ordinary mind, and rigpa, pristine awareness. Sem possesses discriminating awareness of duality and is validated by fragmenting the falsely perceived external world. Like a candle in a doorway, confirmation of existence relies on external influences, so the attention is always outward. The external becomes more powerful by consuming this attention, the experience of change and death is continual.

The rigpa is untouched by change or death, it is beyond impermanence. Caught in glimpses as a clear sky through clouds, the knowledge of knowledge itself is not exclusive to our minds. It is the nature of everything, the fundamental truth, and this life is our sacred opportunity to evolve and realize it. For Christians and Jews this rigpa is God; for Hindus it is Self or Shiva, Brahman, Vishnu; for the Sufi it is hidden essence; for Buddhists it is the Buddha nature, and so on.

There are characteristics of the nature of mind that may prevent us from realizing it. First is the closeness, like our own face is hard to see. Next is that is too profound to imagine, if we realized how deep it was we would have already realized it. Too easy, always present and before us. Lastly is that is may be too wonderful for us to imagine that enlightened state is the real nature of our minds.

The conventional western culture educates us that there is nothing beyond what our sciences have constructed models for over the past several hundred years. Typically, when we study the mind, we look at its projections. The treasure in the Buddhism of Tibet, is to look within.

“Our deepest Fears are like Dragons guarding our deepest treasure.” – Rainier Maria Rilke

Without realizing the Nature of Mind, we must unceasingly differentiate self from other, emptiness from awareness, and the discrimination of the 5 essential energies continues to populate the ten thousand things. 2 The secret is that we are neither the sum of our experiences nor the product of the elements at work around us. Rather we are observers experiencing the energies that come into and around us. The sky looking at the clouds.

To realize the sky-like presence of the unending Nature of Mind, one must have three authentics: the blessing of an authentic master, devotion of an authentic student, and authentic lineage of the method of introduction. 3 This introduction follows years of dedicated study and practice under the tutelage of the realized master. The practice merges the nature of the student mind with the mind of master and Buddha.

In time, as this awareness becomes vibrant and steady, it is said that a turning in the seat of consciousness occurs. A rebirth bringing clarity of identity, purpose and action. True spirituality has been compared to always recognizing the dreamlike qualities of life, while maintaining good-hearted intention throughout the dream, no matter what. If you look at the world with eyes of ____, you will see that the world is radiating ____, fill in love, hate, skepticism, whatever. 3

It is beautiful here because it is beautiful everywhere.” – Ranier Maria Rilke 2

There is a story to illustrate our awareness in the universe about a wax paper doll with holes cut out where the eyes nose, mouth and ears would be. The doll is then placed over a candle and the light shining through the paper doll illuminates the room. The awareness that radiates out from us illuminates our environment.

Balancing the Elements

Within the balanced body the smooth flow of energy can occur. Imbalance or stagnation can create excessive build up of qi or blood in one area, depriving another, preventing the body from being nourished as a whole. Unsettling factors can be more easily subdued when encountered and illness can be minimal. By working with the elements and elemental energy, equilibrium can be restored and maintained in the body. 3

There are specific practices in Bon, Tantra and Dzogchen that bring or release earth, air, fire, space and water to the channels and chakras. When an element is tonified or reduced - brought into balance from a condition of deficiency or excess - all of the aspects of that element are similarly affected. The fire of the sun is the same as the fire of the stomach digesting food and the same as the fire that devastates a forest in a blaze or flares up to our heads in an angry rage. To establish equilibrium one must first consider the element that needs to be balanced, there may be more than one. Consider what troublesome areas may be representative of, and use the specific practices to achieve that balance.

The spectrum of subtle to gross manifestations of the 5 pure lights evidences in bodies, environments and relationships. If there is dis-ease in a relationship it may be solved at the first sign with a simple change of heart, or it may continue until there is a bitter conflict. If there is never time for children, partner, work or self-care, we may end up losing all of those things and still be unable to create more space in our lives. If we cannot shake the sadness of the world and bring it within ourselves, trying to solve problems by giving all we are able, we may find heaviness in our hearts manifesting as breast cancer or other excessive phlegm 4.

Manifestation of an imbalance of the elements may grow from subtle presentation to physical, or vice versa. Physical trauma may result in mental illness or emotional disorder, or an emotional imbalance may result in a physical issue. The physicist David Bohm observed that matter is condensed light, formed into patterns moving about at less than the speed of light. The two-way evolution between the 5 pure lights and their physical manifestations in our world is within even the ideas of physics.

The elements make up the abode of all living beings, even gods and deities. Shamanic (Bon) practices typically recognize and emphasize this connection, finding support in this environment and harmonize the individual within it. The Bon tradition has nine levels of teaching, the first four are called the causal vehicles. These are meant primarily to remove obstacles in this life and are Chasen, Nangshen, Trulshen, and Srishen. 1

Chasen, the way of shen prediction, teaches medical and astrological diagnoses. Nangshen, the way of the shen of the visible world, relates to rituals involving spirits, purification. Practitioners of Trulshen, the way of the shen of magical illusion, journey to wild places and interact with spirits there. Srishen practitioners learn the way of the shen of existence and work with spirits of the living and dead, to recover lost soul properties or gain freedom influence of negative forces.

The sutras embrace renunciation of all the negative aspects that have been obstacles in spiritual growth, keeping only what is good for the soul. Tantric practice turns all of experience into peace, bliss and beauty, all of the elements are considered as their most positive potentials. In Dzogchen attachment to any form is left. Emptiness is seen behind all of the elemental forms, and experienced fully. These brief descriptions will have to suffice even though each of these deserve at least the same cursory outline of practices and belief as was summarized of the Shamonic (Bon) tradition.

The Bardos

The kayas are aspects present in the nature of mind, in the formation of thoughts, emotions, actions, in sleep and daily life, and possibly in the very unfolding of the universe. The kayas have the same threefold process as the Bardos. Through the unfolding of the Bardos of death, or the kayas that we experience in life, we have the opportunity to either recognize the Nature of Mind and experience liberation, or not and continue in confusion.

The first kaya is the empty sky like essence of mind, the absolute nature behind everything, the true emptiness that holds the Ground Luminosity as explained later. Then is the radiant luminous nature of mind; the field beyond time, space and duality that is the intrinsic radiance of energy. Last is the omnipresent and ever arising compassionate energy, the “sphere of crystallization into form” that is in the Bardo of becoming and is the dimension of ceaseless manifestation. 2

At death there are three stages of inner dissolution. These begin as the union of the red and white essences of mother and father in the heart, then the Ground Luminosity dawns, for just a moment before fading as it is unrecognized by our ignorance. And there is the black experience, which, unfortunately I do not grasp even well enough to take out of context and paraphrase. Collectively, this is the first of three failures to Recognize called Ma Rigpa, the opposite of Rigpa, which follow death before another cycle of samsara begins.

If able to maintain awareness at death, a skilled practitioner merges with the Ground Luminosity and is liberated. This is a process of unfolding, in which the fundamental nature of mind gradually becomes more manifest. The end of the dissolution is described as being like a sky covered in black, followed by the Ground Luminosity as the clarity of a sky before dawn. The heart of the practice for the Bardo of Dying is recognizing all experience as personal conceptual thinking and letting it die into the abyss of your Rigpa’s self awareness.

The Bardo of Dharmata

The second bardo has four phases, each holding an opportunity for liberation that, if not taken, flows into the next phase. Dharmata means the true nature of phenomenal existence, and the whole bardo unfolds within the realm of Rigpa. The heart of the practice for the Bardo of Dharmata is to gently release anything that rises up in consciousness without qualifying in it any particular way.

These words give only a vague idea of the possibilities held in this stage. Through devoted tantric practice of luminosity, Togal, the experience can be personal and real, within this life. In this Bardo we have bodies of light.

The first phase is luminosity. Space dissolves into luminosity. Awareness of a flowing world of featureless light, color and sound in motion, arises. Space is blue light, water is white, earth is yellow, fire is red, and wind is green. These manifestations are not separate from, but one with, the nature of mind. The realization of this sameness is the opportunity for liberation; the whole phase can go by like a bolt of lightning.

The second phase is Union of the Deities, luminosity dissolving into union. The rays and colors will condense into tikles, various sized balls of light, which hold mandalas of deities. These huge spheres of blinding, dazzling light occupy all of space, the immense perspective is unimaginable. There is roaring sound surrounding the 42 peaceful and 58 wrathful deities, which appear over days in their specific mandala pattern of five fold clusters. 1 This vision that fills all perception can be intensely frightening if it is not recognized for what it is. If again, stability cannot be gained, one will be overwhelmed and faint. Then, light shafts radiate from within (you) and the deities, joining your heart with theirs, dissolve into you.

The third phase is union dissolving into Wisdom. A display of four of the five wisdoms spring forth in a shaft of light from your heart. A carpet of sapphire blue light with tikles in patterns of five appear, then one of crystal white, golden yellow, and ruby red, all crowned by a sphere of radiance. These are the wisdoms of all-encompassing space, mirror like wisdom, equalizing wisdom, wisdom of discernment. The all-encompassing wisdom is only perfected in enlightenment, so there is no carpet of green light. This experience is the manifestation of our potential to see the green, and it is inherent in the other colors. If liberation is not reached from resting in the nature of mind here, all carpets and tickles and your Rigpa dissolve into a sphere of light.

The final phase is wisdom dissolving into Spontaneous Presence, in which all reality shows up at once within an infinite perspective of which we cannot conceive. First primordial purity dawns, the deities appear, then the pure realms of the Buddhas, and the six realms of samsaric experience are below. Complete clairvoyance is within this perspective. All lives past and future can be known, as are the minds of others, and all the teachings we have ever heard or ever could are awakened.

Every possibility is presented and then, like a tent collapsing, the vision dissolves. These manifestations are the self-radiance of our own Rigpa, and if recognized as such, liberation follows. Without preparation, the visions of the deities are as bright as the sun and cannot be looked upon. The gaze turns downward to the six realms of samsara, one is drawn in, and the great delusion continues.

Each stage of the dharmata lasts for the period that one can rest undistracted in the nature of mind. This may be so quick that they seem to have not happened at all. All that arises in the bardo of dharmata is a spontaneous expression of the nature of mind. There is no difference between the actual manifestations and the one observing them, any differentiation is dependent upon a dualism that does not really exist. Perceiver and perceived are one.

It is important to know that outside of the protective case of body, the energies of the nature of mind are set free into the bardo state. These energies take on a very real appearance and seem to be separate from us. Fear and hope arise, leading to delusion. The great recognition of the Bardo of dharmata is that all of these manifestations are the dawning of the wisdom energy of your own mind, the buddhas and deities are all actually you, with no duality. 1 Without such realization, continuance through the Bardos ensues.

The Bardo of Becoming

In the third Bardo, called the Sipa Bardo, once again the sky and earth separate and we awaken into the state between death and birth. This bardo spans the time from which the first seeds of all our habitual tendencies are awakened until we enter a new womb. Unlimited by a physical form, there are endless possibilities for rebirth. The reality here is the outer existence of the mental body and inner one of the mind.

The heart of the practice for the Bardo of Becoming is to gain control over the mind. There is the manifestation of a mental body, which resembles the body of our last life in its perfect, unblemished form. The body seems real, hunger pangs and all. Habitual tendencies of past karma determines all mobility, no conscious decisions arise. Our senses return with seven times the awareness (that’s a lot) of life and the minds of others are known.

The karmic wind keeps us from stillness, and no physical barriers restrict movement through mountains or seas. Without the father and mother essences of physicality, there is no light of sun or moon and illumination is limited to what lay directly before us. Contact with other Bardo beings is possible, though fleeting and to all but the most sensitive of the living we do not exist.

The mind is not still either and we are very busy, doing lots at once, clinging to experience, believing it is real. Realization of death may not occur for weeks. Then we mourn for ourselves. We relive our past life, every moment with sevenfold awareness. All negative karma of past lives returns, fiercely concentrated.

The winds of the elements return in rushing sound. The whole landscape is molded by our own karma, and peopled by our own delusion. Those who have studied “life reviews” of near death experiences suggest that we may be able to experience all of the suffering, or conversely positivity, for which we were directly and indirectly responsible. Through it all we are swept by the great winds of karma, unable to hold any ground, seeking refuge where we can.

Forty-nine days is the average duration of the bardo of becoming, some are stuck there much longer. For twenty-one days there is still a strong impression of the last life, after which your future life takes shape. As the time for rebirth grows closer, the longing for a physical body grows too. Lights shine from the six realms of existence and you are drawn towards one over the others. The longing to leave the bardo may become so great that an undesirable rebirth is taken in haste. Remembrance what is happening, of your own awareness, can allow you to change course and influence your destiny.

Without the body we are very vulnerable in the bardo, thoughts become reality. Our emotional reactions to even our own funeral service could drive us towards an unfortunate rebirth. It pays to have some control over ones own mind in these times when distraction can be so powerful. A single thought can lead to enlightenment, or prolonged suffering.

The bardo of becoming may be skipped altogether for one who has led an exceptionally beneficial and positive or harmful and negative life. For those, rebirth into the appropriate lives ensues directly, whatever they may be.

The Bardo teachings exemplify that manifestations of our minds graduate from subtle elemental energies into gross physical forms, and vice versa. This gradual process of manifestation occurs in every moment we can imagine, even as it results in those creations that we cannot believe could arise from us.

The greatest aim of meditation is to rest in the state of Rigpa, and realize that all that arises is a display of your own mind, just as the sun and its rays are indivisible. 1 If the pristine awareness of Rigpa is lost, and you can’t recognize what arises, a duality is created in a thought or emotion. The experience of this duality can then be greatly magnified after death by the same process.

The examination of the elements as experienced in human transformation will continue for my whole life. I could spend another month collecting information and this paper would be only slightly less incomplete than it is already. Please accept this as my level of understanding at this point.

Primary Sources:

1. The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, by Sogyal Rinpoche, Harper Collins 1993

2. Healing With Form, Energy and Light, by Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche, Snow Lion Publications 2002

Information also gathered from:

3. Tibetan Buddhist Medicine and Psychiatry, by Terry Clifford, Samuel Weiser, Inc., 1990

4. The Seven Emotions, by Claude Larre and Elisabeth Rochat de la Vallee, Monkey Press 1996

5. Letters To A Yong Poet, Ranier Maria Rilke

Notes:

? Variation on lecture given by Heiner Fruehauf in discussing the Nei Jing. He suggested that if one looks at the work as being superstitious rubbish, that is all one will see. But if it is looked at as a book of wise information about the body and universe, that is all one will see.

? Letters To A Young Poet, Ranier Maria Rilke

? The term Shamanism here refers to the practices and tradition of Bon, the indigenous tradition of Tibetan peoples initially discarded and more recently preserved and seen to be valuable spiritual practice by the (later appearing) Buddhists of Tibet. From the introduction of The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, (Tibetan Abbr.)by Sogyal Rinpoche, Harper Collins 1993

? Healing With Form, Energy and Light, (Healing Abbr.) by Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche, Snow Lion Publications 2002 p.37



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